you know, sometimes when you really feel down, but you dont know why you are actually feeling down for? have you ever had that before? because i had. just yesterday. why? i would want to know why too. its time for me to finally move on. no more stops. no more regrets. yes, everything in the past was good, but what i have now is even better. a hundred times more better. but you'll never know until you've tried. the problem is, im still afraid. afraid of that "thing" called love. yes, i am falling in love again. i just dont know if its legit this time. i assume too much.

do you get the feeling that you're always waiting. waiting for that someone to text and when your phone rings, it isnt that person? or a call that you've been waiting for days but all you get when you see your phone is the display picture? i get that. im just not sure what am i suppose to do. i just get lost in this kind of things. i love her company, thats all i can say and assuming she likes mine too.

lastly, could everyone and anyone that reads this not tell the world? i mean, read it, keep it and not spread it. if my blog is affecting anyone else besides me, then ill be changing my blog and just blog to myself. because the only reason i blog is to express my feelings to it. no one will judge me, no one will talk back at me. but what i dont see is that someone out there is doing that. its not really nice and i appreciate that someone not spread. just keep it to yourself. thank you.

rick.